I understand why you wanna try
Make him stay home late at night
But if he wanna go he’ll be gone, no lie
I can’t explain how many times I tried
How many times I cried
Thinkin about mine and where he might be
Remember when I gave everything I got
Couldn’t get deep down inside
How I loved someone who didn’t [...]
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Let it go
Posted in Idiots, Music, Promises, That's some messed up shit., life, the big C, tagged forgive and forget, hope on January 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
And here I am.
Posted in Intro's, Kids, Promises, the big C, tagged baggin on da ex, braggin, friends, life, RON PAUL :( on January 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Oookay. So here I am. I decided that I need a blog out side of the Myspace. Mostly because I’m getting sick of myspace and I can see me deleting it eventually, but I will still need to vent.
Here’s what is going on in my life right now.
Shall we start with the good stuff first?
Mmmmmm’kay. [...]
*rant* Freedom is just another word for nothing else to lose.
Posted in Idiots, life, the big C on January 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Told my mom about the mammogram and the u/s. I’m hoping that someday she will get it through her thick skull that WE HAVE A HUGE FAMILY HISTORY OF BREAST CANCER AND SHE NEEDS TO GET CHECKED. But she wont. And who wonders where I get my stuborn streak from?! She’s trying to sound [...]
Thank you cap’n obvious, and his sidekick duh
Posted in the big C on January 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Mmmmmm’kay. So I went to my pcp today. He says… ‘Well. You have a lump’.
FUCKING DUH!
Well… So here’s the thing. He flipped when I told him I wanted all of my testing done in G’ville. So after having a nice looooong conversation about it, he offered to find some companies to help pay my medical [...]
Changing the plans (slightly)
Posted in the big C on January 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Ok so I just spoke to my pcp and he wants to me to come in on Friday for an ultrasound, instead of doing the mammogram just yet. After the ultrasound then if things still don’t look good then I am prolly headed to G’ville (I will not be using Mission Memorial for ANY of [...]
